Wednesday, February 28, 2018

'HOPE' week

Hey peoples, so its another week, which means another one of my rambling sessions, sorry to put you through this. Any who, its been an average week, getting yelled at for random crap, wither it is not my fault or it is something that didn't hurt anyone. Like leaving my school bag in my sisters car, totally warrants a threat of leaving it on the side of the road, my SCHOOL bag, which i need. My family over reacts about almost everything: "Who ate my candy?" "Who touched my lunch box?" "Who changed the channel?" It gets to be too much sometimes, especially with my sisters always throwing me under the bus for it. "Bats did it" is a common saying in my household and I hate it. My only escape is my books, and you guys of course, if there is anyone out there. Looking at my views on my posts it doesn't look like it. But whatever, writing to someone, even if it is just me, calms me and helps me relax. So what was your week like? Comment below and tell me about it. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.
P.S. Just so you know, not everything in my life is horrible, i would like to thank my friends and anime for that, so Thanks. Also for the title, in my school were having a dress-up week called HOPE Week.

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

Just The Norm And A Question

Today was pretty normal.....wake up, fall back asleep, wake up again, then argue with myself over falling back asleep again, get up, get ready, go to school, try to ignore people....but fail, go through classes 'trying my best', then go to club, and finally go home and let the world of anime and fan fiction consume me.....so normal day I guess. Hey can I get some advice, I have this friend, they kind of follow me around everywhere I go, I am trying to be nice but it's getting on my nerves, and I think some of my other friends are starting to get annoyed by it too. They don't have a lot of friends and have a hard time communicating with others (I think they told me they were autistic but I don't remember) anyway I want to tell them to give me some space but I don't know how to say it without hurting them. If you know or even have an idea, please comment. It would be nice to have some help in this. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Valentines Day Annoyance

Hey, I haven't been on this in a while but I decided I should be on it more. I am just going to rant about my day........ Today is valentines day so you'd expect everyone to be all lovey-dovey but not me... I am the awkward person in the corner reading as all my friends exchange gifts with their valentines, not that I mind (much) its just that I don't have any love life, the only crushes I've ever had were on fictional characters, the one valentine I have ever had was from someone who teased me every time they saw me, and I only said yes because my mom told me to, on top of that the only love confession I've ever gotten was from a close friend of mine, which was especially awkward cause we are the same sex, not that I'm judging, I fully support the LGBTQ community, its just that I'm straight, and if not I'm gray-asexual (google it), I'm still not sure of what I am. I just don't know what I should do, I am happy for my friends but this entire day makes me think of my horrible excuse for a love life. But it doesn't matter to you anyways no one else cares. Anyway tell me your valentines day trouble/ stories. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.