Wow! I haven't been on here in a while, huh? I am super sorry. (I say to the empty room) Well my computer finally stopped glitching so I am able to start posting again. I still have no clue what to post so I'm just gonna go back to ranting about things. But who knows. I am starting photography class soon so you may get some pictures. Yay! Any way, my life since my last update has changed a lot. I started to swim more. I am now a sophomore. And I recently turned 16! Along with those my aunt died and my family is trying to force me to get a job. My little sister for some reason thinks that life revolves around money. And while it does out there in the far land of adulthood. I'm still a kid. And I just want to have fun and spend my youth happy. A lot of the adults I know all wish that they did just that. Now that doesn't mean I am going to blow off my responsibilities. I am still going to do what I am supposed to and look out for my future. But that is no reason why I should walk around acting like I'm a full grown adult when I know I'm not. Oh yeah, I totally forgot. Today I got on this blog for a reason. Its actually something I really would like some help with. So if you've read my previous posts you've most likely have seen that I am really open towards the LGBTQ community and their ideals. And this is where I am going to start. So tonight I asked myself a question. It was just a random thought that popped into my head. Would I say yes if someone of my same gender asked me on a date? And to my surprise, the answer is yes. I would also say yes if someone of the opposite gender asked me too. I believe this is called Bisexual. But at the same time, I feel as though I am Asexual, cause I have no sexual feelings towards anyone. No one is hot. No one is cute. And no one is handsome. But I would still say yes. I don't know what this means and I am hoping someone out there knows the answer. Please comment if you do.
Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.

Sorry

Hey this is Bats. Sorry I havent been updating. Its horrible, my tablet/laptop that i normally post on broke, and even worse it said I have to call a certain number but the office hours are only during the time i am at school. Sucks right? Anyway, i got ahold of my sisters tablet and i am posting here until i can get my tablet fixed. Anyway it has been a hectic few weeks. My science club went to state. I didn't get any metals, but it was still fun. Also happening, it is sage testing season in my school right now. If you don't know what that is, sage test are these test we take in school that helps us and our teachers 'predict' in a way what our ACT scores will be. It normally has three effects on students. One, they get nervous. Two, they get cocky. Or three, they get mad. The sage test are not counted on our actual grades and so the kids that get mad usually don't try or try to get a bad score. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.

'HOPE' week

Hey peoples, so its another week, which means another one of my rambling sessions, sorry to put you through this. Any who, its been an average week, getting yelled at for random crap, wither it is not my fault or it is something that didn't hurt anyone. Like leaving my school bag in my sisters car, totally warrants a threat of leaving it on the side of the road, my SCHOOL bag, which i need. My family over reacts about almost everything: "Who ate my candy?" "Who touched my lunch box?" "Who changed the channel?" It gets to be too much sometimes, especially with my sisters always throwing me under the bus for it. "Bats did it" is a common saying in my household and I hate it. My only escape is my books, and you guys of course, if there is anyone out there. Looking at my views on my posts it doesn't look like it. But whatever, writing to someone, even if it is just me, calms me and helps me relax. So what was your week like? Comment below and tell me about it. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.
P.S. Just so you know, not everything in my life is horrible, i would like to thank my friends and anime for that, so Thanks. Also for the title, in my school were having a dress-up week called HOPE Week.

Just The Norm And A Question

Today was pretty normal.....wake up, fall back asleep, wake up again, then argue with myself over falling back asleep again, get up, get ready, go to school, try to ignore people....but fail, go through classes 'trying my best', then go to club, and finally go home and let the world of anime and fan fiction consume me.....so normal day I guess. Hey can I get some advice, I have this friend, they kind of follow me around everywhere I go, I am trying to be nice but it's getting on my nerves, and I think some of my other friends are starting to get annoyed by it too. They don't have a lot of friends and have a hard time communicating with others (I think they told me they were autistic but I don't remember) anyway I want to tell them to give me some space but I don't know how to say it without hurting them. If you know or even have an idea, please comment. It would be nice to have some help in this. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.

Valentines Day Annoyance

Hey, I haven't been on this in a while but I decided I should be on it more. I am just going to rant about my day........ Today is valentines day so you'd expect everyone to be all lovey-dovey but not me... I am the awkward person in the corner reading as all my friends exchange gifts with their valentines, not that I mind (much) its just that I don't have any love life, the only crushes I've ever had were on fictional characters, the one valentine I have ever had was from someone who teased me every time they saw me, and I only said yes because my mom told me to, on top of that the only love confession I've ever gotten was from a close friend of mine, which was especially awkward cause we are the same sex, not that I'm judging, I fully support the LGBTQ community, its just that I'm straight, and if not I'm gray-asexual (google it), I'm still not sure of what I am. I just don't know what I should do, I am happy for my friends but this entire day makes me think of my horrible excuse for a love life. But it doesn't matter to you anyways no one else cares. Anyway tell me your valentines day trouble/ stories. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.

Hello

Hi People, my name is Bats, I had previously had a blog called bashful bat blog, but unfortunately my e-mail for it stopped working. But, you just gotta roll with the punches, am I right? Anyway, if you care enough to check this out, good for you. I am just doing this because it makes me happy. If you go on this blog there is something I want you to know, I hate bullying. As such, this is now a bullying free zone. If you end up hating this blog I do not mind, just do not be a jerk about it. I will take negative feed back, but if you would not want it said to you don't say it to me. Thank you to those who actually read this far. Have a perfectly normal day, Bats.